reflections ...

i sit in my little corner
my tears drenched in sweet sorrow
surrounded by a gloomy silence
reflecting on the bleak past

sadness fills the mind
grief envelops the soul
memories still haunt me
i wonder if they will ever go away

i cut myself deeply
but no blood oozed
it wasn't my wrists that i slashed
...but my mind & my heart

the silent screams agonize me
the scars are etched forever
would death be a penalty
...or would it be the answer?!?

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mehmal said…
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11:32 pm
BD said…
mukarrar mukarrar!
11:33 pm
Sairam said…
soulful ...mehmiii...
Is hasi ke peechi ki yeh jo gehraai hai.. daraawni hain !!!
7:23 am
Anonymous said…
strangely, I know what you mean:)
6:36 pm
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